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identity crisis Oct. 27th, 2009 @ 05:58 pm
Bartky on Foucault and Patriarchy, a picture, and a pop song from Jr HighCollapse ) blkjsldfsdsdfs

Sep. 24th, 2009 @ 05:43 pm
Every year threatens to become the worst year of my life. It is early yet, but I see it here too. Maybe this time is the end. Maybe I will not make it through this winter.

Apr. 14th, 2009 @ 07:16 pm
i can't think of anything to say, but i'm still alive.

Aug. 16th, 2008 @ 09:34 am
nathaniel is coming on tuesday
i am going in for my second to last steak'n'shift of the summer
i am excited/terrified to go back to school. sabra is moving in september and if i can i will be helping her move. that would be exciting. and i'm going to visit nikki as soon as i can. and all my friends move to the south.

Jul. 31st, 2008 @ 11:15 pm
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Other entries
» a public service announcement:
the only only ONLY reason to ever not leave a tip is if you have received service that is completely unacceptable.

nikki leaves tomorrow morning.
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lost my phone i need everyone's number again.
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today i did many things:
-wore an outfit that every single part of was directly inspired and photo-referenced in september's vogue, all from goodwill.
-i explored a lake, collected algae samples and got my shoes soaked in lake-muck
-took two hours to get dressed and made up for dinner in the dining hall and looked fabulous
-auditioned for an all black musical with 'me and bobby mcgee'
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i hope things get more bearable here because i'm finding it's too hard and expensive to continue self medication.
» i am me.
my mother and i are at constant odds:
*she wants me to put the couch back together because it looks nicer. i want the couch to stay apart because it's more functional this way
*she wants me to turn down the heat because we can't afford it. i want to turn up the heat so i will stop shaking uncontrollably due to the cold.
*she wants me to turn down my loud punk rock music because they're screaming. i want to continue to listen to my loud punk rock music because it's poetry.
*she wants me to not be a nocturnal creature so i can play well with others. i want to be a nocturnal creature and play well with my others.

i am so content in this struggle because those are all such normal things for mothers and daughters to fight about. no emotional manipulation, no years of resentment just normal fucking parent stuff.

i took a shower today after waking up at two. the day has seemed to pass away. i wonder how that happened.

my mother is currently fighting with a mop.
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